Friday, October 27, 2006
Can I just curl up for a good cry?
Sometimes life sucks. Right now I just feel like crying, and I only know half the reasons. I know there are a whole mess of other reasons I feel this way, but I don't know what they are. I just feel like curling up and crying my eyes out. I am feeling not just pressure at work, but like I am being harrassed subtlely, and just being made to feel miserable by a lot of people there. I feel them giving me more and more responsabilitly, but it doesn't feel like it is because they believe I am ready, but because they want me to mess up and fail. So guess who is going into work on her day off to catch up on some paperwork when there is no one in there to look over my shoulder or bug me. I quit caring or trying to prove myself, but I be damned if I am going to screw up.
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Jackie,
I feel you, if that's any consolation. I think it's tough being a woman in general, and on top of that you've got two little kids you have to be strong for all the time. Don't let these losers get to you, they don't know you. You're a strong and tenacious person and I've never seen you give up. Keep trugging along and things will get better.
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