Changes

Well, in about six weeks I will be moving my children and myself into a new residence, once again. I can't seem to stay in the same place longer than a year or so. This time I will be moving into my husband's trailer after he deploys so that I can basically take over his lease and save myself money at the same time. It may be a smaller trailer, but the rent is cheaper, too. And my prayer is that when he gets back from Iraq, he will decide that that trailer is just big enough for him to stay in, too, with his family that loves him unconditionally, even with his faults, and major recent screw up. In the meantime, I am still trying to get a job that will give me plenty of leftover cash to save up for when he gets home, maybe a short trip to IL to visit family that I have not seen in over a year (big maybe), and will be a career that I can take on long term to support me and my children if he does decide to leave me for good. Maybe later in the future I will still go back on active duty, that is very likely, but for now, I am focusing on a career that I can have if he stays with me. I can only pray. In the meantime, I am also trying to cut expenses, which will include cutting my own cable internet, and switching to dial up net until I move into his place where I can use HIS cable internet, and seeing what other expenses I can cut for the short term. I have cut just about every single expense I can, not like I can cut the electric bill!! Once we are settled in at George's place, and I am settled into hopefully a good job, we will see where I am going to be standing financially. And soon after where I will be standing with my family. So I am asking everybody to pray for my marraige and that my husband comes back to me and makes our marraige work and that he stays safe out there in Iraq.