Looking to the weekend

And no, I don't get to go enjoy myself, not the way most people do at least. I get to go enjoy myself by putting on that ugly green uniform that I love and doing my military duty. George will be taking the kids again, so I will have a break from them, too bad I won't get to sleep in Saturday and Sunday, so I will have to make up for it on Friday, since there is no school. Still no job yet, got to get a buttload of criminal checks first so I can procede with the Sheriff Dept hiring process, in the meantime, George hopes to have a vehicle for me by next week so I can get some kind of job until I hopefully get the job with the county. I really want that job, it pays good, I get to serve, maybe get good hours, not garunteed, but maybe, which is a plus. Tommorrow I am going to singles night again, at least, that is my plan, as long as my ride is still going and taking me. I really enjoy going, I meet some really nice people, a few that I would not mind getting to know better and maybe date when I am ready, they are cute enough at least. Right now my focus is on the present looking for a job and praying that I pass this PT test on Sunday, I am tired of failing them and waiting for my chian of command to kick me out of the army for repeated failures. I really want to serve my country, pt is the ONLY place that I am substandard, no where else. And as long as I stay in, I feel that I am going to be making an even bigger improvement in my work because these last few days I have felt really focused on what I want in life from here on out. I just have to figure out what path I have to take to get it. And I believe I am on the right track.