Who says getting drunk is a bad thing?

Getting drunk can remove inhibitions that would otherwise stop you from swallowing your pride or anything else that prevents you from doing the right thing. I don't know what prevented me from doing stuff in the past, but getting drunk has helped me tonight. Granted, it is a work night, so I will probably pay for it tommorrow, hopefully not with an Article 15, but it is worth it. I was able to email two ex boyfriends, and tell them why the way it ended hurt so much and how the relationship seemed to go from my point of view, made peace with another "romantic" involvement, told another ex maybe why I felt abandoned by him, and told another guy what I need from him before I will be able to move forward in a relationship with him. A lot of tears tonight, all worth while. Along with the hangover I might have come morning. Only had one in my life, and it was a three day one, hopefully I will avoid the suffering, considering I am enduring the pain tonight, via email and IM to these guys. Maybe this is what I needed to help me heal so that I might be able to get a lasting relationship in the future. I can only hope that something good will come off tonight. Cross your fingers.